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I’m afraid I’m being quite predictable here with my choice of words; verging very close to cliché. I have three other posts started but abandoned, but those words will have to wait. For now, quiet seems to keep coming up.
I think it is the time of year. After the busyness of the holidays and just too much in general, it’s intuitive for many of us to want to pare back. Quieting the noise of clutter has been omnipresent for the last six months or so and I’m constantly chipping away at that. It wasn’t planned, but splitting up the household—with a lot of the doubles we have going north (why do we have two complete sets of measuring spoons, 8 mixing bowls and enough sheets for the wing of a hotel anyway?)—is helping, although until the moving van comes we will be awash with boxes. I can live with that and will have to. Then…more space. I’ll try not to fill it up.
More than quieting the noise of too much stuff though is just being quiet. Too many mornings I get up and flick on the radio and then go about my morning half-listening, with the radio just being background noise. Living with quiet—in the mornings, in the garden, while I walk, and even when I’m with another person—is okay. Or at least it needs to be.
This article by Pico Iyer, The Joy of Quiet, has some fascinating things to say about quiet and how, in today’s age of information overload (electronic clutter?) we crave, and in some instances need to learn (“Internet Rescue Camps”? Yoiks), how to be quiet. The article led me to this quote by Blaise Pascal:
All men’s miseries derive from not being able to sit in a quiet room alone.
I’m not so sure about that, but we certainly do seem to have more and more trouble being quiet and being alone. And there are so many days when this seems to true:
We have more and more ways to communicate…but less and less to say.
The article mentions the idea of an Internet Sabbath; something I just might need to instigate from time-to-time. Maybe today. After I get a stack of work done…
The biggest “quiet challenge” for me though, is to learn to quiet my mind. It seems that as soon as my head hits the pillow, some guilt or worry button deep in my brain is—ping!—activated. Being a writer does not help. Especially a writer with a book coming out in a few months. You start to question things, second guess, worry about facts, saying too much, not saying enough. Last night was particularly bad, but early this morning when I was particularly frustrated with the inability to sleep and quiet my mind, a word came from another place deep in my brain: intention. I realized (rationalized?) that if my intention/motivation in saying something, doing something, writing something, is honest, well thought out, and not malicious then I shouldn’t be so hard on myself. I still didn’t get enough sleep, but it helped. Tonight perhaps.